WHAT WE ASK

I often feel I can’t write cuz I have nothing to say.  This is where you call bullshit.  Shit, this is where I call bullshit.  It’s not what we ask. We ask.. but do people care is the question.  It’s the question I ask. Thus far, I believe some people do care and some people don’t care. Here lies a trap.  Dictating.  An inherent self built wall of doubt towering anything worth achieving.  

Someone said - Courage is not the absence of fear but deciding something is more important than that fear.   It’s more than that though.  I tell myself - productivity is more than the absence of laziness.  It’s deciding something is more important than stillness.  And stillness is pretty fucking important.  

Onward.  Onward in productivity.  Onward in stillness.  It’s literally all we have.  Onward is a stupid fucking word Because it’s all we have until it’s adversary takes over.  Adversary.  Light.  Dark. We all believe light will win, but night always comes and vice versa.   Is it a trap?  Is it a gift?  Depends on where you’re at and what you’re asking.